What Are We Working For?

Last time you heard from me I shared with you the pain of waiting as well as the new perspective of its inherent goodness that comes if God and His plan is what you’re waiting for. Since then, several things have taken place that appear to show that certain aspects of my waiting are coming to an end. I see this as a gracious gift from my God in response to my freshly learned submission to the wait, which, mind you, was applied by Him in the first place!

I have had several individuals reach out to me to offer advice on how to best grow my personal organization. I have been given a potential opportunity for a local news story. A book by Zig Ziglar, Embrace The Struggle, which includes part of my story was featured on NBC’s The Blacklist as well. The third not directly involving me, but still serving as a significant, exciting milestone! I can’t help but feel as though the Lord is gradually bringing the pieces together to provide success for my mission!

Even more recently, yesterday I had a very encouraging encounter. I had the privilege of meeting and having a wonderful conversation with my favorite musician, Jon Foreman, most notably known for being the lead singer for the band Switchfoot! For quite some time I had been hoping to be able to meet him one day because of the inspiring role he and his music have played in my life. In fact, over the years, several opportunities for this to happen have fallen through by unfortunate circumstances (something that has been frustrating to say the least haha). While this particular incident doesn’t necessarily advance my mission, though it could, God willing, it still marks the fulfillment of an ongoing anticipation. Frustration of anticipations is just what had me discouraged not long ago, so I must conclude that this is a gift of blessing from God to lovingly prove his faithfulness toward me in my discouragement. It has certainly been uplifting to me; as though it is a confirmation of the lesson that waiting is beneficial and does, in fact, have an end!

Again, the progression I just described is as follows, by God’s grace, as I transitioned from disappointment at waiting to submissive acceptance, even gladness, toward it, He responded in further graciousness by providing multiple examples of meeting my worries, almost as a reward for my growth, which He, Himself, nurtured. This adds real joy to my spirit because throughout the Bible the Heavenly Father consistently operates with His people in this way! In order for an individual to experience the advancement of their spiritual role there must be growth. And without growth in a weak area, there can be no advancement. In God’s economy, when it comes to one’s purpose, the two must accompany each other.

We see this with the patriarchs; Abraham, Isaac, Jacob and Joseph. We see this with the Hebrews of the exodus; Moses, Joshua, Caleb, and the transition of generations. We see this with the Judges, like Gideon and Samson. We see this in the direction of the prophets. We see it in the reign of the Kingdom(s) of Israel, most notably in David and Solomon. We see it throughout the ages of the Jewish exiles in too many cases to count, including a long period where not much is recorded in scripture. We see it in those who were involved at the birth of Jesus, first in Mary and Joseph. We observe it, free from sin, in Jesus as well. We’ve even seen it in the disciples of Christ down through the ages. To see the same in my life, as well as yours, puts us in good company!

In light of these truths I think we need to ask this question though: What are we working for? Do we seek the advancement of “our mission” in order to achieve our personal goals or His eternal goals? Are we seeking to maximize our influence or our impact? To focus more on influence is to unintentionally forfeit real impact. To focus more on impact will naturally translate to God-given influence. This is what it looks like to “find favor in the sight of God and man” (Proverbs 3:4)!

I say these things because the growth of the Kingdom of God, through the Gospel of Jesus Christ, is far more countercultural to our society than we would like to admit. I believe Christian life has become erroneously in lock-step with the processional style of corporate America and worldly politics. We see it in members of the faith accepting the cultural norm of conventional wisdom that is rooted in man’s selfishness, and widespread failure to challenge the system of climbing the social ladder because they find it either unnecessary or impossible to change. We also see it in church leadership where some adopt the corporate operating model and political posturing as the best ways to create and measure success. Instead of falling in line, shouldn’t followers of Christ be offering an alternative business-life model that is both behaviorally AND strategically different? The world isn’t convinced of our beliefs because we don’t take our beliefs all the way to their ultimate conclusions in our actions!

I choose to kick against the model of determining who my competitors are and how to outperform them. Instead, I want to view no one as my competitor, seeking the betterment of everyone through partnering as much as possible! I choose to kick against the idea of glossing over or covering mistakes, even innocent ones, in order to maintain an image. Instead, I want to be as honest and transparent as humanly possible, as often as possible! I choose to kick against the concept of growing my exposure in inorganic ways, no matter how minor the questionability of a method is. Instead, I want to mainly rely on the organic development of real relationships for that growth in exposure. I believe we need to break the cycle of platform obsession, in order to accomplish true compassion for people!

Perhaps our inability to submit to waiting periods, something essential to real spiritual development, is what has resulted in our failure to offer another way. A little more patience is required if we want to do things in a truly God honoring way.

anticipation, optimism, coastline

Soon, Just Wait It Out

Several days ago I found myself a bit discouraged about how long things seem to be taking for my personal goals and God-given mission to take off. This coming as I supposed myself to finally be at the end of a lengthy waiting season. But, it turns out there’s still a bit more waiting to go. It’ll end soon though, so I guess I’ll just have to wait it out!

Now, don’t freak out at what I just said! I’m not contradicting my last post. I didn’t say that I doubted that my God was with me. I didn’t doubt it! I didn’t say I wasn’t willing to face whatever I must in order to maximize the Kingdom. I was still willing! I was just momentarily aggravated, frustrated, annoyed really. But that’s okay, the Lord is patient through this! He surely feels my pain. I can only imagine how He must have been tempted by these feelings on His life-road to Calvary! (Hebrews 4:15) His grace was and is forever sufficient to cover these things!

So what exactly was I discouraged about? That, though I have much support for my life, ministry, and mission, it’s taking a lot of time to garner much more of that support. I expected this to be the case, but it was weighing on me in a particular way that I didn’t anticipate. It is so hard to carry within yourself a hefty vision that has no end and not quite enough of the support and exposure that it needs and deserves! And even harder to not get publicly up in arms about this perception! You see for every handful of people I share my heart with, it seems I’ll only get one who’s truly excited about it. And from those that are excited, it can seem as though it takes them quite a while to really act on that excitement. Which totally makes sense, people are busy! But it’s hard to handle because it amounts to more waiting!

The funny thing is, the frustration this subtly brought on resulted in amplifying some ill-placed discouragement I faced that day in relation to something much more innocent. Without going into detail, something I was really looking forward to that day fell through. So from there, I unintentionally took that to the next level, thinking to myself, “Of course! Guess I’ll just have to keep waiting on that too! In fact, I’ll be waiting for a million years on everything!” Yes, I too am an overdramatic human. Coupled with that, there were *gasp*… emotions. Later that day the Lord thankfully clarified the situation though! I had to laugh as I recognized the ridiculousness of the whole thing. It wasn’t until then that I truly realized what was going on in my spirit. God opens our eyes in some interesting ways! Praise the Lord when He does!

Honestly, I should have never entertained those ideas of aggravation, frustration, and annoyance in the first place though. It was wrong! I can admit that. Every time those attitudes arise in me or you, it is a demonstration of a lack of trust in the Father and His plan. It’s a sign that we’re still holding on to a little piece of our own will. That we think, often subconsciously, that our idea of how the plan should go is still best. And that’s no good; I don’t want that!

I certainly don’t know best! If more waiting is what I see, then more waiting is what I need! Clearly I still have some submitting to do. That’s great though, because ultimately that’s what I want! He must increase, and I must decrease (John 3:30)!

I hope to instead start viewing all times of waiting as wonderfully good things. They have their purpose and they have their fruit! There is pain in the process, but let’s focus on the process rather than the pain!

I feel the Father telling me, “Soon Logan. Just wait it out.” I think I’m becoming cool with that! And may I never forget it!

I am beginning to see verses like these in a new light of appreciation:

“Wait on the LORD; Be of good courage, And He shall strengthen your heart; Wait, I say, on the LORD!”
‭‭Psalm 27:14‬ ‭

“I wait for the LORD, my soul waits, And in His word I do hope. My soul waits for the Lord More than those who watch for the morning— Yes, more than those who watch for the morning.”
‭‭Psalm 130:5-6‬

“Therefore I will look to the LORD; I will wait for the God of my salvation; My God will hear me.”
‭‭Micah‬ ‭7:7‬

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Someone Had To Go Through It

Recently I have been assured, and then reassured, and then reassured again, and on and on again of the Truth that my God is always continually with me! Be it through the discovery and rediscovery of specific scriptures, the presence of a faithful mentor or friend, or a momentary, living picture of this Truth in action. The Lord seems to remind me of it everywhere these days!

I have seen it in verses like Deuteronomy 31:8 – “And the LORD, He is the One who goes before you. He will be with you, He will not leave you nor forsake you; do not fear nor be dismayed.”
And in Joshua 1:5 – “No man shall be able to stand before you all the days of your life; as I was with Moses, so I will be with you. I will not leave you nor forsake you.”
Also in Hebrews 13:5 – “Let your conduct be without covetousness; be content with such things as you have. For He Himself has said, “I will never leave you nor forsake you.”
In Isaiah‬ ‭43:2‬ ‭(NIV) – “When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze.”
And in Psalm 23:4 – “Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil; For You are with me;”
Even in Romans 8:35 – “Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?”

I have seen it in Lee Kresser, who constantly encourages my ministry and purpose, always seemingly more excited about it than even I am!
In Kevin Sullivan, who never misses his chance to text or call me, simply to check in; his eagerness to be a friend is contagious!
And in Eric Cieslewicz, who energetically challenges me to stretch my awareness and effectiveness, a voice that has vibrantly renewed my vision!
I am so grateful for these three, and countless others!

I have seen it in a father and son working a demolition project, one clearly doing all the work while the other is just happy to be there to “help”.
In God guiding my words as I, sometimes feebly and stumbling, preach a word He has called me to share. Even on my choppier days I can remain calm, as I know He is the power behind the planted seeds.
And in a father and daughter singing together at church, one gently carrying and calming the slightly uneasy other. (This coming after being personally uncertain of the reception of my job filling in for a Bible study earlier that morning. Needless to say, the Lord quickly conquered that feeling!)
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In these reminders I have found a new joy and peace in the cost of carrying my cross as I imitate Christ (Matthew 16:24). I find myself truly willing, with God as my witness, as far as I am able, to take part in His suffering as well as His joy (1 Peter 4:13). Even unto the very joy of the sacrificial suffering set before Him (Hebrews 12:2)!

It has become my personal prerogative to be willing and available to offer my life in a manner that maximizes the spread of the Kingdom and the Glory of God. Whether that means healing from Duchenne on Earth, or it being withheld until Heaven. Whether that means remaining single, or being given in marriage. Whether that means with plenty that I may share generously, or with nothing at all. Whether that means living freely, or dying a martyr. Whatever, my prayer is, for His will to be done and not my own! I have counted up the cost and He is worth it!

With this being said, I have come to figure that God means for every possible circumstance and every possible outcome to be maximized for Him! For this to happen, perhaps every possible circumstance and outcome must come to pass. All things must happen, that all things may be maximumly used! And those possibilities that God sovereignly chooses not to use, aren’t used because they’re useless. Now, I don’t think you’ll find a verse in the Bible that confirms this theory, but I do think it will be a spiritual benefit to adopt this outlook. Seeing things this way can allow you to relinquish control, release all worry, and to walk in rest!

As I have personally incorporated this idea in my life, it has come to my attention that with every situation, someone had to go through it. Each circumstance and outcome that has ever been or will be has to have an individual to face it. So why not face your situation fearlessly and head on, whatever the circumstance and outcome may be?! Someone had to go through it! And you just happen to be the only one with the tools required to handle the unique path set before you in the manner that will maximize the Kingdom and God’s Glory!

I look at my life and say, “Someone had to go through it! So why not I for what I’m going through?!” I welcome you to say it too!

Romans 5:3-4 (MEV) – “Not only so, but we also boast in tribulation, knowing that tribulation produces patience, patience produces character, and character produces hope.”

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