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Our Disorders DON’T Define Us

This is the perspective on Bruce Jenner (I can’t bring myself to call him Caitlyn and you’ll soon understand why) that I believe our world is in need of.

But let’s not just make this all about Bruce or transgenders, but instead about ALL of us. And so I’ll start with me, and then we’ll look at Bruce.

I prefer to not have muscular dystrophy, yet I have muscular dystrophy. Whether I believe I do not have muscular dystrophy, (and even claim Christ’s promise of healing as true) the fact is I have muscular dystrophy. I can lie myself into a delusion that I don’t have muscular dystrophy and in this current moment I would still have muscular dystrophy. Only a miracle of God could change those genetics, not any act of man’s pretense.

Bruce prefers to be a woman, yet he is a man. Whether he believes he is a woman, the fact is he’s a man. He can lie himself into a delusion that he is a woman and in this current moment he would still be a man. Only a miracle of God could change those genetics, not any act of man’s pretense.

Now there is a difference, a difference in what God’s first and final will was and is in each situation. God intended for me to not have muscular dystrophy, but I have muscular dystrophy. God intended for Bruce to be a man, but he feels like a woman. Or perhaps…
God intended for Bruce to not have gender dysphoria, but he has gender dysphoria…
hmm interesting.

I very well could sit here and let you know that what Bruce is doing is attempting to rewrite reality, which he is, and I’ve kinda made that point, but I won’t because you’ve already heard that from enough people in enough various arrangements of words. I agree with it, but that perspective has been adequately covered. I won’t beat that one in anymore because it’s so simple you either get it or you don’t. And forgive me if it irks, but you must be believing a lie if you can’t understand that argument; we can save that for another day though.

So, hey… let’s revamp this!

I prefer to not have muscular dystrophy, yet I have muscular dystrophy. Whether I believe I do not have muscular dystrophy, (and even claim Christ’s promise of healing as true) the fact is I have muscular dystrophy. I can lie myself into a delusion that I don’t have muscular dystrophy and in this current moment I would still have muscular dystrophy. Only a miracle of God could change those genetics, not any act of man’s pretense.

Bruce may prefer to not have gender dysphoria, yet he would still have gender dysphoria. Whether he believes he does not have gender dysphoria, (and even claims Christ’s promise of healing as true) the fact is he would still have gender dysphoria. He can lie himself into a delusion that he doesn’t have gender dysphoria and in this current moment he would still have gender dysphoria. Only a miracle of God could change those genetics, not any act of man’s pretense.

Don’t you see? Bruce and I both have our disorders, but God didn’t purpose that either of us would. That’s how far the fall of man beginning with Adam and Eve reaches. It resulted in us all having the spiritual disorder of sin, but it also resulted in death and every single genetic, physical, mental, and emotional disorder we are witness to as well.

(Sidebar: there are some forms of spiritual disorder that closely resemble some “physical” disorders. For example, the mental disorder of depression is separate from the sin of depression. You can behave depressed and still not be diagnosed with clinical depression. Likewise you can participate in homosexual activity and still not have gender dysphoria. Just a thing to consider.)

Got it? Our sins, mutations, and disorders all spring from our original disobedience toward God. None of that junk is of Him and His will! In fact that is entirely the evil, destructive will of Satan, Prince of Lies. Get that up outta here!

When you believe in Jesus as the Son of God and claim His shed blood for the forgiveness of your sins, no longer are you defined by your sins. Really you aren’t defined at all by your sins unless you choose to be, because, again, it never was God’s will for you to even know sin.

In just the same way, knowing the rest of the Messiah’s gracious promises, claiming Christ’s wounds as your source of physical, mental, and emotional healing leaves you no longer defined by your disorders and diseases. And as to ensure I’ve been clear enough, you were never really defined at all by those disorders, unless you choose to be, because His plan for you is and has been apart from them.

I believe God that for myself and Bruce (and the rest of the world) Jesus Christ died for and covers our sins if only we trust and believe. I also entirely believe that in God’s timing and power, through faith in Messiah, both of us can and will be fully healed by His wounds and are intrinsically what He purposed us to be.

We are not defined by our disorders and we never will be! That is what the voice of truth is crying out to all of us. Don’t believe the lie, don’t become and call yourself what you never were meant for!

Is not, perhaps, that far more courageous?! It’s always been courageous to choose the truth, not to choose a lie!

If anyone ever congratulated me on my muscular dystrophy and assured me that I am what it says I am I would stay far away from them and never listen to any of their advice. And that’s just what the majority of the media and world is doing to Bruce Jenner. They are congratulating him on his gender dysphoria and assuring him that he is indeed what it says he is.

Now before I get accused of comparing apples to oranges, let me say this: By no means are Bruce and my, or anyone else’s for that matter, situations exactly the same. They are actually far more different than I could ever describe or imagine, but the truth to be applied is still the same. I feel for Bruce as I feel for myself and anyone else dealing with any genetic disorder. None of us are the same, but we can’t afford to lie to each other. Those who believe a lie will lie until everyone else believes it.

OUR DISORDERS DON’T DEFINE US!

OUR FLAWS DON’T DEFINE US!

OUR SINS DON’T DEFINE US!

Longing For Complete Restoration

This season is awesome! The Passover season where we celebrate the Death, Burial, and Resurrection of the Lord Jesus Christ, resulting in death’s defeat and the ultimate redemption of mankind! The only event in history to provide final forgiveness and the antidote to sin’s consequence! (Romans 6:23) The turning point of time when men throughout the ages were offered complete restoration to the God of our creation! And now, for those who accept this perfect gift, we await the promised return to the world’s original, flawless state! It is Finished! Glory to God in the Highest! Peace and Goodwill toward men has been accomplished in full!

During this celebration period, as I attended my church’s Good Friday service, my adoration of the Lord was full and my worship utterly genuine! My heart was glad as I watched 20 people, of all shapes, sizes, and ages identify as believers and followers of Christ through Baptism! I then gratefully listened to a sermon on Jesus’s selfless, propitiatory sacrifice and the subsequent responses of the thieves on either side of him! Later, as we partook of Communion (better known to some as The Lord’s Supper), I deeply committed myself to the remembrance of my Lord and what He has done for me, experiencing both the sorrow and the joy! During the moments of worship through song my heart leapt as I sang the meaningful lyrics of Truth! At times I couldn’t help but smile as I watched the redeemed around me lift their voices up in praise to their Savior! Each and every one gathered in reverence for the Godhead, three in one! All in all, the evening was good indeed!

And yet, an unsettled longing echoes throughout the deepest parts of me.

To be honest, I’m not so sure very many of you will be able to understand or relate to the things I’m about to say, at least not initially, but this is where I’m at and I feel the need to share. I’ll do my best to explain this unsettled longing.

The life I have lived has been, in a word, difficult. The hardship that continuously plagues my life due to Duchenne honestly follows me everywhere. This disease, a mere symptom of the sin and death that has corrupted the world, refuses to relent in its pursuit of my demise! Surely it is Satanic, demonic in nature, evidenced by the life-stealing ravages it tolls! We all have our trials, but for me, it has been a single, incessant one! My valley that I walk through is perpetual. My storm that I weather, neverending.

It is for these reasons that I so often refer to the following verse: “He is despised and rejected by men, A Man of sorrows and acquainted with grief. And we hid, as it were, our faces from Him; He was despised, and we did not esteem Him.” – ‭Isaiah‬ ‭53:3‬. Several of these phrases resonate deeply with my personal experience! Part of why I love my Savior so, is because I CAN identify in a very real way with the suffering he endured! Obviously, to offer our situations equivalence would be absurd and inaccurate, but the principle remains. I don’t think I can particularly say that I have been despised by men like Jesus was and is. I have not been treated with no esteem and ignored in the midst of carrying the punishment of ALL of mankind’s sin! Praise God that the Messiah went through that so I would not have to! But, like Jesus, I have dealt with rejection in various forms, for reasons out of my control. Most of it being done unintentionally. Likewise, I believe it would be fair to describe me as a man of sorrows and well acquainted with grief! (Thankfully I am well acquainted with grace as well!) Much like my Lord, I’ve traveled a path across the plain of pain.

Though somewhat of a comparison can be made, as I consider the Lord’s suffering in relation to mine (Hebrews 12:3), I am grateful for the evident disparity! I cannot and will never have to claim to have suffered as He did! It is impossible for me to overstate how He not only faced something much worse, but He faced it on my behalf! He took my punishment, that He could heal my hurts! This is why I dare not abandon faith in the face of my tribulation!

With that being said, it is by Jesus alone that I have been able to enjoy this life because He is the only one able to provide true hope that this suffering will pass away and all things be made new! I am weak in so many ways and it is He who has made me strong! He is the source of my strength; He is the strength of my life! I am in a state of great dependency and therefore I have been quicker than most to rely on the Lord! I need Him physically just as much as I need Him spiritually! Sin brought corruption to my soul, and the effects of death have brought corruption to my body. In my constant physical need, it has inevitably led to my constant recognition of my even greater spiritual need.

And so, I turn to Him. Again and again. He has saved me from my sin! He has restored me to fellowship with the Father! He has given me full availability to the presence of God through His Spirit dwelling in me! As much as I know how, I love the Lord, my God with all of my heart, soul, mind and strength! I desire to obey His every way! He alone is my salvation and I will forever owe Him all! I am certain of what He has done for me, and there is no turning back!

Yet my uncertainty from the unsettled longing lingers still. Something essential and inevitable seems to be missing.

Consider with me Isaiah 53:5, “But He was wounded for our transgressions, He was bruised for our iniquities; The chastisement for our peace was upon Him, And by His stripes we are healed.” This Old Testament verse prophetically speaks of the brutal crucifixion that Christ sacrificially went through as the greatest expression of His great Love for us. He was wounded and bruised for both our internal and external sins! He freely took our rightful punishment upon Himself! By this act and the precious blood He shed we have the gracious gift of healing! This speaks first and foremost of being healed spiritually because there is no more important healing. I am so grateful I have received this healing! Nothing will ever compare!

But the Lord I know heals men physically too, so from there I must direct you to Jesus’s words in Mark 2:9-11, “Which is easier, to say to the paralytic, ‘ Your sins are forgiven you,’ or to say, ‘Arise, take up your bed and walk’? But that you may know that the Son of Man has power on earth to forgive sins” —He said to the paralytic, “I say to you, arise, take up your bed, and go to your house.”” The next verse says the paralyzed man rose up, went out, and the people glorified God. In the context of Jewish culture at the time the answer to the question posed is that it’s easier to heal than forgive sins because only God can do the latter. Jesus therefore uses the physical healing as proof that He did indeed have the power to forgive sins. This left everyone who witnessed the scene with the unavoidable choice to either take Jesus at His word and believe that He is the Son of God, or consider Him a liar and a blasphemer. So the logic goes as follows, if One is able to forgive your sins, then that same One is able to heal your body as well. It is because of this context that we read, “He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up for us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all things?” in Romans‬ ‭8:32‬. How powerful would it likewise be if the world witnessed what the Lord did for the paralytic in my own life?! Men would again be forced to consider whether He is the Messiah!

Romans 8:11 even earlier says this, “But if the Spirit of Him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, He who raised Christ from the dead will also give life to your mortal bodies through His Spirit who dwells in you.” The entirety of that passage speaks of the battle between the life of the flesh and the life of the Spirit. It culminates in this verse declaring that the same power that raised Jesus from the dead lives in us (thanks for the line, Jeremy Camp). And therefore we are provided all that we could possibly need to live out the Spirit-filled life. The Holy Spirit gives us the very energy and ability to accomplish it! The phrase for this idea says, “give life to your mortal bodies”, so one must assume that includes provision for physical life, meaning the eradication of some of the effects of death. After all, Jesus arose bodily, so it would follow that we would experience aspects of our bodily restoration as we walk out the Father’s Will, right? Let me know Bible scholars; asking for a friend.

As we near the finish, at this point I must assume that you believe you can recognize what my deep, unsettled longing is. You’d say my main longing is to be fully healed of DMD. But I must tell you, you’d be wrong. I instead mainly long to be made free to fully express my devotion to my God! I long to lift my arms to the maximum height in my praise! To drop to my knees, even fall prostrate, in prayer! To give my everything in the service of others, rather than needing to be served! I long to explore every nook and cranny of Creation! To experience every culture the world has to offer! To play with each little kid I come across! To run with all the animals! To sing and shout at the top of my lungs, with full capacity! To live life to the fullest! I long to do these things for the King of kings! To do them for the Lord of lords! My desire for complete bodily restoration truly exists, not for my sake, but for the sake of His glory!

In closing, complete restorative healing in the spiritual and, consequently, the physical is entirely Biblical. But, the mystery of the timing of that healing is entirely Biblical as well. I do not know the best answer to this paradox. And I’m not sure I ever will, I have been seeking to understand this most of my life after all. Daily I must choose to submit to the fact that only God knows the answer in full!

But here’s what I do know:

I need not focus on the reality of the presence of Duchenne Muscular Dystrophy, for the reality of the ever more present Redemption of Jesus Christ is at hand and holds supremacy over the former!

The Lord is always ministering to my spirit that I may better understand the mysteries of the Faith! He is maintaining my life and I have experienced times of real healing, so I know my convictions borne out of my relationship with my Savior are true! I just haven’t seen the finality of it yet!

God has used this thorn in my flesh to thoroughly strengthen my faith in Him. (2 Corinthians 12:7) My condition has a way of amplifying my insufficiencies, making my need for Him exponentially, and at times humorously, obvious. Not a day goes by where this disease does not intensify my sinful tendencies. It has served as a flaw magnifier, leaving me unable to come to any other conclusion than, “He must increase, and I must decrease!” (John 3:30)

As Isaiah 54:17 says, “No weapon formed against you shall prosper, And every tongue which rises against you in judgment You shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, And their righteousness is from Me,” Says the LORD.” DMD is a weapon the kingdom of hell has employed to destroy this servant of the King. One day this weapon will no longer be effective and will have to be abandoned by the enemy. I believe that day is near!

Whatever may pass on this Earth, the promise of Isaiah 25:8 remains, “He will swallow up death forever, And the Lord GOD will wipe away tears from all faces; The rebuke of His people He will take away from all the earth; For the LORD has spoken.” ALL things WILL be restored one day! The Kingdom of Heaven will again reign victorious!

In reflection on these things, I gladly and boldly repeat: It is Finished! Glory to God in the Highest! Peace and Goodwill toward men has been accomplished in full!

“So when Jesus had received the sour wine, He said, “It is finished!” And bowing His head, He gave up His spirit.” – ‭John‬ ‭19:30‬

“He is not here; for He is risen, as He said.” – Matthew‬ ‭28:6‬

“Glory to God in the highest, And on earth peace, goodwill toward men!” – Luke‬ ‭2:14‬ ‭

 

The Great Artist

Everything the Lord creates is beautiful beyond description! After all, He is in fact the first one to create anything. All pieces of art that His hands have ever made are unique and magnificent in their own way. Some of His works are perfectly structured and functionally sound in their beauty and some are diversely abstract and aesthetically pleasing to the eye in theirs. But all the same, they each reflect the splendor of His glory and endless imagination in their desired manner. Everything He has fashioned is gorgeous beyond our mind’s simple comprehension! Everything! He is unmatched in all creative ability and has claimed since the beginning the title of The Great Artist!

So let’s take a look at all the examples we can find around us and recorded for us…

First off we obviously have Creation itself. I mean, I don’t really need to go any further on that one to be honest. But I can, so I will! Everything about this universe He has made is mind-blowingly magnificent, from the multi-colored orbs and flurries we call planets and galaxies and the like to the tiniest precise details of say an eye or a snowflake. It all works together in perfect harmony in one massive, cohesive piece of art! Truly the first piece of art in this entire reality! Look at the trees, look at the mountains, look at the sky, look at all its creatures, look at you and I.. Each object is one of His many beautiful works!

There are no amount of measly words I could share here with you that would sum it all up, and neither could you. So just open your eyes and look at it all! Seek and enjoy all that He has put together! What else can we want? What else do we need?! We are all art among the rest of His art! There is so much to see, experience, and learn from all He has crafted from His paintings to His pottery, from His stone-work to His wood-work, from His fabrications to His architecture! The creation is both meant to be enjoyable and inspiring. We get to admire His work and follow suit by making our own, whatever that may be! Yeah I’m not gonna lie, said a lot more there than I planned to, but hey that’s how awesome of an artist He is!

Next let’s rewind for a second and remember that He created the Heavens and His angels as well. And they are such beautiful and pure pieces of art that the writers of the Bible couldn’t hardly describe them at all! Some, while recording their visions, made it clear anything they said to tell of Heaven would fall embarrassingly short of it’s true exquisiteness. Also, the only thing that is ever made clear about angels is that they shine so bright and gleam with such majesty that all men fall in awe, despite the fact that they are not God. Find some of the passages where the angels are depicted, especially the ones about Lucifer, yep he was actually the most beautiful one around, and you’ll get the picture!

Then there’s all the designs God laid out for Noah’s Ark in Genesis 6. There we see only a few verses about the broad design but it is clear that God provides him with even more detailed personal instruction on it. It was God’s design that He employed Noah to build. And this massive functioning ship was not only a seafaring vessel, but a piece of wooden art! There’s no way around that.

Now turn your attention to God’s design for His dwelling place, the Tabernacle, during the Hebrew wandering found in Exodus 25-28. These chapters lay out such precise, complex instructions for the project’s entirety, proving His care for detail, that He is certainly the most experienced architect AND talented interior decorator in all the universe. When you go through all the materials God chose for the Israelites to use in making this movable dwelling place the beauty of it is all but physically visible to us, consisting of fine gems, colorful fabrics, fashionable wood, and even gold! It is clear to see that our Lord has an eye for what is artful and excellent, making all He designs magnificent inside and out! The more I read, the more obvious it becomes that God’s ability stretches across every artistic discipline.. from builder to weaver and everything in between. He’s even the top fashion designer in His own right! He knew what to do and just how to do it when it came to the clothing of the priesthood, and as goofy as some of it seems to us the designs really are quite gorgeous.

And when you go on to chapter 30 He even shows off the art of a perfumer with the scents and oils He tells them to make for what goes on within. Plus each specific piece of art included in His instructions serve a symbolic function of the Lord and His Kingdom, which is pretty cool considering the message is always as important as the art itself! God then goes on in chapters 31 and 36-40 to employ the ones He had gifted with artistic ability, wisdom, and craftsmanship to complete His grand design, with Bezalel and Aholiab in charge as the chief artists. They obey the call and fabricate everything exactly as God commanded, a picture of God’s choice to partner with us and use us for His glory if we’re willing! Much of the exact same artistic process went on in the building of the permanent Temple in Jerusalem with David compiling all the necessary materials for the project in 1 Chronicles 22 and Solomon receiving all the instructions and completing it in 1 Kings 5-7/2 Chronicles 2-7 with Huram-abi as the lead artist… Only this time it was even more extravagant and intricate because of its permanency and the great resources Solomon was blessed with.

I think those examples cover as much as I’m able to for this post, obviously there’s so much more that could be said about God’s creativity though. But I wanna focus for a second on the fact that men were employed by God to be partner artists in many of His works. Isn’t that exciting to know?! He literally imparted a level of His own creative ability and nature to each and every one of us! Because of that we are free to fashion art just like He has done; And better yet we can do it with His direction and for His glory if we so choose to! That’s what He wants from us! That’s what He created us for! I don’t know about you, but I think we ought to take advantage of that and go out creating in His name! I have so many friends that follow after the Lord Jesus that do just that and in their pieces of art I can see God at work just as much as in anything else! Whether your art is in painting, architecture, decorating, fashion designing, or whatever else, you can use it for the bigger picture of His Kingdom!

So there you have it; God is in fact The Great Artist!

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